i have no any special feeling on it~ it is because what i think is~ whether she get married or not~she is still my sister~ this is a fact and nothing can change this relationship~
i know~being an elder and eldest sister is not an easy task~ she is so care of me~or "us'~~since before ~until now~and i believe for the future also maybe this is what we called "fate" whenever she has anything that is nice~she would share with us~or buy for us~ food~shirts~and anything...
and i remember it was once i suffered from dengue and forced to enter hospital(it was suffering!)~ at that time she was working at Genting Highland~ however she came back to kampar was just to take a look at me~ and after that she took another 2+ hours to get back to her job this proves that she is caring and lovely ya~
i admit that~sometimes i would feel angry with her~ or felt uncomfortable with her~but it is a fact that this cannot be avoided whenever there's an interaction between 2 or more persons~ and so `i would only tell myself ~to try to tolerate when bad things happened~
anyway~ im just hope that her husband will treat her nicely~ and faster have child lor~hehe~